I never realized how messed up I was personally. I over think, I have way too many emotions, I’m self conscious about myself, and I have all these issues that I still can’t get over. And every once in a while I ask him why he’d still want to be with me. I came in with all these problems from my life, and brought it into his. I don’t understand why a guy would want that. Sometimes I blow up his phone. I yell. I cry. I ignore him. I tell him to forget about me. I even act like I want him to leave, but he still won’t leave me alone. he still tries and I don’t get it. After all the things that’s happened, he always tells me he just wants to make me happy and make me forget about my problems. I guess that’s what you do when you care about someone. You just want to forgive them and forget, and try to make them happy because it makes you happy. You make the same amount of mistakes to each other and work through it. It’s all temporary, but if someone makes you happy, you shouldn’t take them for granted.